Bits and Pieces of Me

Macaroonsssss winkz

2009-05-15T23:26:00.006+08:00

Lately I've been craving for...

like...

These cute lil somethings are macroons. French style. And they are oh so pretty and yummy! Made of egg whites, almond powder, icing sugar and sugar. This sweet pastry comes in beatiful colours and flavours. Bakerzin sells them and I so can't wait to sink my teeth into those pretty pastries. =p

Next on the list is...

Sushi! My all time favourite =)

Hei Sushi serves nice halal sushi but I prefer Sushi King which is all the way at Tebrau City, JB. Good sushi-s, nice bowl of the soupy soup and the wa wa wasabi! Woooots!!
So... anybody keen to bring me out for lunch? hehehehe

.:: Family ::.

2009-05-12T13:01:00.008+08:00

Mummy's day at the uncle's house was Fun! The spread that filled the table was scrumptious especially the Durian puffs! Yum yum! All the mak dan yang sewaktu dengannyer took a picture together. Happy mummy's day to my pretty mummy...heh... and to all the mothers in the world!

With the daddies! =)

Oh, and Slamat ari tuer yang ke owt- ytruof to my handsome uncle, Uncle Moe!
Semoga happy selalu and stay young always! *winkz*

The pic below was taken during raya '08.

Congratz to cuzzie Ayie, POP soon ey! Thank for inviting but sorry dude won't be able to make it due to work.. =(

Next up, congratz to cuzzie Alif! The song you composed for anugerah is nice ey! Keep up the good work dude!

Lastly, to my dearest mommy!

=)

Mwaahhss

.:: Cherish the moments you have ::.

2009-05-09T02:25:00.002+08:00

God. I'm hoping for the best for my friend, who's like a lil bro to me.
Bro... pls pls pls.. i really hope you'll get well soon.
Let's pray everything will be ok.

.:: It's the ho ho holiday yay yays! ::.

2009-05-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

Weee hooo! Okies updates ya'll! Finally weeks after the last day of skool...

20th April

Swimming after handing up the last piece of the assignment was fun! And it sure was more fun filled with laughters with the company of Syaf and Ama. Though the place was soooo freaking far far away, it was all worth it! :)

26th April

The sun, the sand, and the sea. A family affair at ECP. Definitely awesome with the cuzzies around. Khalif is sooooooo ADORABLE lah sey! And hello cuzzies... pls eh.. next outing biler?

28th April

Hari yang sungguh mendebarkan! hahaha.. yep2.. it's the interview day. Alhamdulillah, got a place there. So work can wait for now... There's sooooooo many activities lined up! I need to have fun before June comes.. And oh yes.. VACATION. Dilaaaa.. Let's G-O, GO! *sMilez*

1st May

Mini sports day! woooohooo! Love it when I get to sweat it out! Volley ball, soccer, captain's ball... Babes and dudes, let's do this again ya'll! Takmoh serik eh... although I is very the ganas during the games. Heh. Saper2 yang I tertolak ke, terdudukkan ke, tersiku ke, dan ter ter yang sewaktu dengan nyer..I mintak maap lah yer.. heh.. Sesungguhnyer I tau I ganas... heh

2nd May

I certainly cannot forget the very dramatic, giler2, fun filled with laughters day! Surprise B'day bash for the kyn- kong was a BLAST! yeaaah! Some people couldn't make it though... awww.. We missed you guys.. But kyn- kong now is called kyn- ranger alrd! nyahaha.. She was soo shocked she became sooo quiet during the party. heh. Happy 21st in advanced babe! May you'll be blessed with the happiness that life has to offer! Mwahhs

Anyway, that was the very day ke-slenger-an Tina amat menyerlah biler main UNO pat Mac Cafe..

tagline: "Skip---> aku---> Skip---> aku---> UNO---> UNO game over"

One minute after that... she exclaimed,"ehhhh!" And her facial expression takleh angkat beb! After that everyone knows there was something wrong with the 'Skip'. And I swear, the whole Mac Cafe erupted with laughters! OUR laughters! hahahahhaha.. so farni man! You guys should have seen her facial expression! It was soooo FARNI!!

And yes.. the next day guess wad? I lost my voice... :( so frustrating....

.:: of graduation and hols ::.

2009-04-23T19:46:00.003+08:00

Ok... So last Friday was the last day of school. Mixture of feelings struck me. I felt happy because finally after so many sleepless nights, projects and assignments that seemed endless, pressing moments of date lines. Finally... we made it. Finally that roll of paper will be in our hands. Fuh. *Le sigh*. But it was sad to leave. The friends we've made, the bond that were formed, the precious moments of rushing, doing the assignments with friends.

I hate to admit this but I'll miss each and everyone.

No matter how wierd, no matter how much less we've interacted, no matter how much we have irritate each other, no matter how much we hope we could stranggle each other secretly. No matter what...
I know we all are important in each others life and has made an impact in the lives of each and everyone of us.
And finally...
Yes, we will miss Rajes and all the lecturers.

The bitter sweet moments of our student life in Singapore and Boston was captured on video by Sandra aka Tan of which made most of us teared. The party after class sealed the last day of school. It feel so wierd now. Seeing less of classmates, less of rajes, less of lecturers, less of manymany others. The sudden brake from the fast mode of life have left me sort of lost. Like suddenly there's nothing to do. Now i'm beginning to feel the days are soo booooring. No adventure. Hmm.....

.:: The Last Lap ::.

2009-04-12T20:02:00.004+08:00

So the last lap has started. And the workload seem insurmountable. I can feel the myriad of emotions sinking into me, real fast. Real fast. Loosing the ability to be understanding and patient. I couldn't believe it as I watch myself becoming easily paranoid, emotionally disturbed and selfish. Snapping at people in a snap of fingers.I began to wonder if my such shallow-ness has made my family and friends mad at me. Or do they feel like strangling me just so I will be the old me back again? I swear too much now, I think I must stop. I need a break. I need to have my Kit- kat. hah. I want my redang real soon man... :(

.:: Kata yang bisu ::.

2009-04-09T07:00:00.004+08:00

Kata yang bisu

Dikala mulut menjadi bisu
tiada kata
Disaat hati menjadi beku
tiada rasa

Waktu terus berlalu
pergi tanpa pesan
Masa takkan terus terpaku
hanya akan terkubur tak bernisan

Mungkin ada yang mendengar
diam
Mungkin ada yang akan faham
hilang

Harapku
terleset
Nadiku
terseret

~fareeza fauzi~

Faizal Tahir- Coba

2009-04-08T10:54:00.003+08:00

Cuba - Faizal Tahir

Write write write

2009-04-07T14:57:00.004+08:00

Hmm... Let's write again. Write more. From the heart and soul.

Tiada apa yang lebih mendalam
daripada apa yang lahir
dari hati dan perasaan.
Setiap mutiara kata yang terukir
menyerap segala rasa yang tersimpul

Yang tersemat didada
kian mencengkam
Yang terpacul dibibir
kian menikam

Setiap pantulan kata
menghiris hati
Setiap gerak langkah
mengamit sepi

~fareeza fauzi~

.:: Tiga Serangkai ::.

2009-04-02T15:41:00.005+08:00

Tiga Serangkai

Andai
sekadar berdoa tanpa adanya sebarang usaha
segalanya takkan pernah berlaku
Andai
segala usaha dan doa adalah tanpa tawakkal
lalu apalah guna semua itu

~fareeza fauzi~

.:: Care for a cuppa? ::.

2009-03-28T02:11:00.005+08:00

Care for a cuppa?

Sometimes everything went too fast
we forgot to pause and think
We became self-absorbed
and too selfish
to even retreat
So let's just pull the hand brake
and have a cup of coffee
For a moment
you will see
how beautiful life can be

~fareeza fauzi~

.:: Kau ::.

2009-03-28T00:00:00.005+08:00

Kau

Didalam sirna aku terkedu
bersama malam yang penuh sendu
yang ku cari tiada ku temu
yang ku ingin tiada bertamu

Lalu sampai kapan harus ku menunggu
Lalu sampai kapan harus ku merindu
Aku hadir bersama impi
atau apakah ia hanya sekadar mimpi

Menjulang tinggi disaat sepi
bila akhirnya hanya bersama tanpa pasti
Apakah benar aku kau perlu
bila akhirnya aku kau biarkan jauh

Usah biarkan terkunci pintu itu
Usah biarkan hilang suara itu
hadirlah dikau dibalik bayangmu
hapuskan resah dibalik kalbuku

~fareeza fauzi~

The tooth fairy that never came

2009-03-15T01:14:00.002+08:00

So the tooth fairy didn't come. I had to search for one desparately. The wisdom tooth is terrible.
Gave me migranes, fever, hives, hurts my eye and ear. Goodness. Couldn't even cry in pain because my eye hurts in the process. Bleargh. Frustrating ey. No wonder I had been experiencing headaches these past few days. ish.
So finally I've met my tooth fairy who is not exactly a fairy. Hah (hey, the fees cost me a bomb I tell you!). So he said... it's badly infected. The swell is bad. Definitely need to extract. So he cleaned up the messy stuff and prescribed me tonnes of meds. Yucks. He told me he can't possibly extract on the spot because of the bad swelling. It will hurt big time. At that moment, I felt like pulling his tie and ask him to do it right away. I don't care man! It already hurts like crazy! I just want it off! ish.
Had to book for another day for the small surgery thingy. I want it off fast but noooooooooooo... the only day that I could get this done is on the 24th!! waaaaaahhh!! soooo freaking long! *faints*
Hopefully the swell will subside soon-ish. My left cheek already looked like the replica of a hamster's. Looked like I kept food inside my cheek. Like oh well... I cant even eat properly.. *shakes head* Only soft food allowed.. *shakes head more*

There were us once upon a time

2009-01-16T00:26:00.005+08:00

After so long of not stepping into that room, I finally did it that day. And then I saw them. A whole group of them. Just like us. Like how we used to be.

They were hanging out at the place where we used to hang out. Just girls doing the stuff that girls do best together.

Yesterday there were us.

Like there are them now.

That place hold a thousand memories.

At that very moment, I saw us again.

Doing projects together there or simply sleep and laze around when we had our long breaks.
We are tight. Atleast I thought we were.

Whenever there are us, there'll surely be laughters. Crazy comments and funny jokes cracked.
Until I thought I'ld die of suffocation from laughing too much.
We were famous weren't we?
They called us 'The 4 Musketteers.'

But that's all long gone.

And in that same room a girl looked devastated, was extremely emotional and crying.
Years ago, the same exact thing happened. Only difference that it was me.
Her best girlfriend was there consoling her.
Back then, it happened just like that. The same.
And so another girl friend came into that room, saw the crying girl and then comes the 'hugging scene'
of which is somewhat a re- enactment of yesterday.

As much as I hate to admit it, I couldn't.
As much as I tried convincing myself that I've burried yesterday, I guess I didn't.
On that very day and moment I realized
how badly I missed us.

Go Away!

2009-01-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

Back pain.
I sense your presence.
Please don't come back.
Because u-know-i-hate-u
And yes
i absolutely hate u
Nothing less.

so

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

F1- S'pore Style

2009-01-13T18:33:00.002+08:00

So the race has started.
It's that period baybeh.
Anticipate the high intensity.
F1- S'pore Style.
Every night till February meet its end.

I wish you can wake me up when February ends.
I wish.

Till then

Race with me- against time.

Wonder

2009-01-12T01:18:00.003+08:00

As much as I'm worried for myself, I still took my time and wait.
And the changes were great. How different a day can possibly make, left me astounded.
Sometimes I wonder...
Was it for real?
Did that just happened?
What's next?
How possible is the possibility?

Because things don't just happen for the sake of happening.
Then,
coincidence wasn't coincidental at all.
or was it?

What's wrong man?

2009-01-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

So the back pain is disappearing slowly. That's a good sign ey?
But somethings came up. What?
Cold hands and feet. Cold sweat.
Tremors. Yellow palms. Or is it white?
What's wrong man?
What does that mean?
Is it the side effects of meds? Hmm...
If not then what?
Is it gona be another trip to the docs?
Hope it's nothing bad...
I really hope so...

Say hello '09!

2009-01-02T12:41:00.004+08:00

It was sad that 2008 had to go away because it will mean that...
the start of the new and last semester is coming so soon
by last semester will also mean that it's gona be super intensive

oh how i dread...
but on a lighter and much happier note
it means that i'll be graduating soon!
and
my birthday will come knock knocking on my door *winkz*

And so the kickstart of the new year was spent watching the fantabulous fireworks!
Nevermind that the place got crowded with zillions of people.
we got the best seats so who cares!
And when the clock striked 12,
I celebrated with the world
The moments of my 23rd with the company of the georgeous and beautifuls

Visions of yesterdays flashed thru my mind
It was yesterdays that shaped who I am today and who I will be in my tommorrows
Life's short
so live it and let live
Learn to forgive
because
it's in forgiving that we are forgiven

A new year. A hopeful beginning.
So smile and be happy.

Or isit just only for today

2008-12-30T12:08:00.002+08:00

Haloo teman setiaku,

Hari ini aku berasa sangat sangat sangat sangat sangggaaaaaat disappointed. Marah mungkin. Atau sedih mungkin. Maybe a little bit hurt. But it's getting a little tiring. Apakah memang aku ini sekadar boneka. Oh salah. A robot maybe, since its the 21st century already. Aku rimas. Lemas. Many a times I'm left confused. Thank God there's you on which I can pour out all my emotions and express myself. Kau lah kan teman setiaku. Walau aku post entries sebulan sekali or setahun sekali ke, I know that you will always still be here. Right here where I can just pen down any nonsensical stuff, mengamok tak tentu pasal, yada yada yada. And you'll still be here. There'll not be any replies like, "Oi! Giler eh?!" or, "Kan aku dah cakap..." or, "Hey, kenapa macam tu? Tak boleh gitu tau.. bla bla bla.."

Many a times people don't listen. They just hear but not listen. And then they will start to say out those replies as the above. And many a times I wish that they will shut up and listen and think. "To know how and what the other person is feeling and thinking about is to be able to put yourself in his/ her shoes," so they say. And many times people have failed to do that because it's easier said than done. And many times people didn't know that they weren't listening because they thought they did.

"Ada mata, pandang. Ada telinga, dengar. Ada mulut, diam"

(Quoted from a malay song of which I've forgotten the title but I think I've heard Nuradee sang it before.)

.:: Aku cuba ::.

2008-12-16T00:56:00.004+08:00

Aku cuba dan terus mencuba
melihat kaca bagai berlian
membayangkan perak kan menjadi emas jua
harap kelak akan benar terjadi yang sedemikian

Yang tersirat dan tersurat
itu sudah menjadi ketentuan
Pasti disebaliknya ada tersembunyi rahmat

lalu hilanglah segala perasaan yang terkilan

Yang melukakan takkan selamanya menyeksakan
Yang indah takkan selamanya membahagiakan
Yang awal itu pasti ada akhirnya
Yang hidup pasti akan mati jua

Lalu bila berteman hilai ketawa
Usah lupa akan semua
Lalu bila berteman airmata
Usah mudah hilang arah

Aku masih lagi terus mencuba
walau semua takkan pernah mudah
sebab mawar walau indah
durinya tetap tajam berbisa

.:: Bintang Hati Ku ::.

2008-12-10T00:04:00.004+08:00

Ku lihat pada bintang- bintang
kerdipnya indah menyala
menjadi petunjuk pada si kelana yg hilang
menghiasi dada langit di kala malam tiba

Saat siang melewati
bintang- bintang hilang pergi
biarkan aku sendiri lagi
menjalani hidup yang sepi

Oh bintang!

Kirimkanlah aku cahayamu
Buat menjadi petunjuk pada ku
Pinjamkanlah aku semangatmu
Agar bisa ku singkir segala resah ku

Datanglah pada ku wahai bintang
temani aku hingga keakhirnya
Biar hati tiadakan menjadi gersang
kau penyuluh hidup ku buat selamanya

.:: Andai itu aku ::.

2008-11-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

Terbang si merpati putih jauh di angkasa
bebas melayari lautan kepulan awan nan indah
bertemankan sang bayu yang setia
berteduhkan langit yang tiada penghujungnya

Apakah bisa aku menjadi sepertinya
si merpati putih lambang kedamaian
mengharungi cerita hidup tanpa tentangan
merasakan kasih pada yang setia

Atau itu hanya impi di awangan
yang akan pasti musnah
saat sinar mentari pagi menjengah
dikala burung- burung mula bersiulan

.:: Dusting away ::.

2008-10-31T17:36:00.003+08:00

Aaaaachhooo! *blow all the dust away* hahahaha.. dah berhabuk beb blog aku ni! Dah BERZAMAN sak tak blog! Anw... life has been ok. Good for the moment I guess. But it feels wierd. To be super busy in the much much intensive school stuff during the crazy semester and then suddenly *PREEEEEEEEETTT* on BREAK mode. Ok yes. Its the much awaited LoOoooonnngg semestral break. Which we all need. Like really really really need. The first month was SUPERB. But now I feel a lil stupid. And wierd. Like there's suddenly so much space. Hahaha. But atleast it gave me a small break from thinking about money money money. Yes. School = Books= Projects and assignments= MONEY. Money matters never ends. hmm.. Job please come. You you you... pls email me and give me some good news asap.

1 wish for this upcoming new year ----------> Financial Freedom

Yes. As soon as possible. Because its tiring already. Hah.

Huda's surprise b'day bash

2008-10-16T14:01:00.003+08:00

The surprise birthday bash for huda's 25th was awesome!! All of us had hell loads of fun! The night was flled with smiles, laughters, fun ofcourse and kekecohan yang teramat sangat. hahaha.
Tempat tu dah macam kita yang punya I tell you... hahaha its like our gathering together with Mayuni Omar's family and friends hari tu. hahaha. We all were chilling there till very very late. It was gerek and definitely worth it. Foods good, drinks nice and the entertainment factor- cool. What more can I ask for right? haha

It was surprises after surprises. *smilez*

Hey babe...
we are all just so happy and glad that you had fun on that day. *winkz*

youknowweloveyouverymuch

and

weknowyou loveustoo

Till then beautiful people,

mwaaaaaaaaahhss

i wish i wish

2008-10-07T02:42:00.003+08:00

i wish i wish
for a set of shining armour
and a mighty sword
to shield myself and survive in the sinister war

i wish i wish
that it's all merely a nightmare
that will be long forgotten when the first ray of sunshine
peeks from the skyline

i wish i wish
rainbows and butterflies will keep me company

and the flowers bloom so beautifully
for just you and me

i wish i wish
that the rain will go away
so that we could sit together and stay
for as long as we could and may

SYAWAL!

2008-10-03T01:57:00.004+08:00

Syawal has arrived... Alhamdulillah!

Raya was fun fun fun! :) This year's first day raya was a lil different. It was the first time my family went to my uncle's (paternal) house. The reason is that my grandaunt is now staying in his beautiful house now. She'd sold off her Dover rd house already. And this year was the first time ever that we ended our family jalan raya early! way way way EARLY. 11 pm jer sey dah sampai rumah. Usually we will reach home at 2 am in the morning but this year.. no no no.. Coz the school kids are having exams this month. BORING. Whatever it is, family convoy every raya is what I've always looked forward too! Paternal side was the usual 3 cars and 2 MPVs. Maternal side was even more... 6 cars, 1 MPV! hee.. but it should've been more... some families (maternal side) couldnt make it to jalan raya together.. : (

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Cousins... I can feel that we are getting closer back again... Like how we used to be when we were young. We grew up together and used to play together but then the 'teenagers' era broke us apart. I am just thankful that we are back together now. One outing led to another. It was awesome! =) Let's have more!! *winkz*

Ramadhan Ya Ramadhan

2008-09-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan is here again! Syukur alhamdulillah! Looking forward to this holy month...

*sMiLeZ...

May HE bless us all!
Insyallah...
Amin...

*Deep thoughts* hmmm.. kays.. this is sooo greennn... hahaha =p

.::Biarkan::.

2008-08-30T22:58:00.002+08:00

Biarkan saja semua
Biarkan
kerna ia berlaku dengan kerelaan
Sedang lidah terlalu penat untuk berbicara
Sedang hati terpaksa dibatukan dari merasa

Lupakan saja hasrat
sebab yang mengalir itu diatas daun keladi
Diiakan semua oleh akal fikiran
Dinafikan segala oleh hati dan perasaan

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School work are killing me softly.... Currently school posseses the powers of sucking up all my energy and making me lethargic at almost everyday of the week. I hate it.. I've already missed my friends' performance! Those piling school work are making me missing out on many things. Bleargh. I so can't wait for the hols to come.. The long holiday that we truly deserve! A short gateaway on my list of which I can't hardly wait to go...

Count down to ...
Ramadhan
and then
Aidil Fitri
and then ofcourse
Holiday
yay yay yay!

Roller CoasTer

2008-08-24T19:54:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was supposed to be 'Escape Theme Park' day for us. But the weather was all rainy like crazy so we decided to opt for bowling at the E! hub instead only to find out that all spots are taken with 27 people on the waiting list! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.. spoil plan betol!
With that, off we went to Marina only to go round and round the bush (tulaaaa.. kecik2 tanak main itu game, on the road baru nak main =p)
Anw, pusing punya pusing akhirnya sampai juga kiter to esplanade nyer carpark! We had fun crapping and watching the spectacular fireworks. It was AWESOME! We call it a night after that. But not without some adrenaline rush. THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE. Orang kata must end with a bang! So here goes...

Three girls in the car. And once again.. We got sesat... wrong exit, wrong entrance... Takpe2, it takes time to be pro on the roads.. Asal tak stall tengah2 expressway sudah...

M: Asal macam panas je eh? Y kau dah on aircon ke blom?
Yourstruly: A'ah seyy.. panas..
Y: switch to number 2 lah.. or kalau korang raser panas bukak tingkap
*windows opened*
Minutes later...
Y: eh!! asal fuel nyer pointer turun ni?? aku baru isi minyak smalam?!
Yourstruly: Huh?! Maner?!! OMG ! Asal speedmeter kau pon samer?!
M: Huh?!! kay2.. Y.. kau drive je drive je straight. Kau nyer wiper tu working tak?
Y: Tak! And I don't know at what speed I'm driving now
Yourstruly: kay.. relax.. kiter look out for cars for you. Kiter jaga.
M: Alamak, salah exit
Yourstruly: takpe2 bleh pusing balik
Y: kay2.. fariza call kan shahril!
Yourstruly: Kay2.. (hands to M to talk to Y's bf)

Shahril said its due to the battery. Kire battery flat lah tu kan terus M panic...

M: Y.. Shahril said to keep to your left. Ape2 pon don't stop. Is your break working?
Yourstruly: !!!
Y: yes it is.. only that i don't know at what speed I'm driving.
M: .... Y.. slow down you are driving too fast!!
drive drive drive.. heading down a slope...
M: ... Y.. you are driving too fast! Slow down!
Yourstruly: (hold on to the seat tight) Oh s***.. salah exit!
Y: huh.. camner ni?
Yourstruly: kay2 takpe masok geylang..
M: A'ah.. Y.. is your break still working? Kereta kau bleh make it tak??
Y: Insyallah bleh uh...
Yourstruly: kay.. takpe.. jalan je jalan je
M: eh..Y.. Takmoh main- main uh!
Y: Bukan aku!! Its the car!!
Yourstruly: OMG!

.....A few bumping spells and the car stopped short....

M: alamak!! Try start.. bleh start tak kereta?
Y: Tak boleh...
Yourstruly: Dah klua2..

Nasib kereta broke down tepi jalan tempat orang jual- jual durian. Kalau pat tengah2 PIE menuju ke jurong, dekat ngan kubor cina... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkksss.. tak ke seram giler tu! Well well well.. a roller coaster ride to end off the night with.. Alhamdulillah... nasib tak.. if it happens or break malfunction... accident lah jawabnyer... nauzubillah.. jauh kan lah... And nasib baik jugak kiter opened the windows if not mesti suffocated sey pat dalam.. the functions of the car failed one by one and one of them was the windows... takleh bukak langsung at one of the doors! Fuhhh.. seram beb!

.::A mixture of thoughts::.

2008-08-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

Somebody is being very nice to me. Very, very nice. hmmm... *thinking*
Teacher huda is being nice too! Thanks... Aku tau kau penat tapi still teach me stats... *smilez*
Love kau manymany!!

On a not so happy note...
My stupid DS refuse to be charged or maybe there's something wrong with either the DS or the charger.hmmmph. Irritated giler! raaaaaaaaarrr. Somebody help meeeeeeeee!!

My childhood friend is admitted in the hospital =(
Something is wrong. Docs need to investigate further. I hope it's nothing very2 serious. I hope.

Akhir kata...
I'm sooooooooo TIRED! Penat penat penat. With the heavy workload and stuff. Can't wait for Saturday with my lovelies! 'Eascape' here I come! WoOoOhOo!!

For a moment in time

2008-08-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

Second year in school is tough. Lots more stuff to do. Changes to adapt to. Learning new things takes time ofcourse. Whoever said its gona be easy? No one.
Tests and quizzes in almost every week is driving me insane. Ok. Not so. Its just statistics.

All that I see- Numbers jumping everywhere. Erm. Dancing perhaps.

A friend told me I should go for a follow- up. I was thinking... Maybe I should.. It freaks me out when I start to cough non- stop and wheeze whenever a place is smoky. Even if it is quite of a distance away. And I thought I'm 100% cured. Bleargh.

Me: That means I have to go for a follow- up?
She: Yah you should!
Me: But now no time lah
She: NO EXCUSES!

On a happy note, I have found someone who could teach me stats. hhahaha..
Tanx Miss Huda! I saaaaayang u! *winkz

Roda- roda

2008-08-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

Orang slalu cakap hidup ni bagaikan roda. Skejap pat atas, skejap pat bawah.

Dear GOD,
i seek for your guidance.
Semoga Kau berikan ku petunjuk dan rahmat.
Sesungguhnya hanya pada MU aku berserah dan hanya pada MU aku bermohon.
AMIN.

.:: Silly Primary School GAMES ::.

2008-08-03T14:36:00.004+08:00

The sun, the sand and the sea. It was planned that i would meet up some friends by the beach. Just chilling and hang around, enjoying each other's company. It was fun but i dreaded going home. Past few days had been sucky. I thought i saw my soul flying away. The movie date the day before yesterday failed to lift up my mood. Guessed i had pendam a lot of feelings too hard. Too hard that my chest felt heavy.
My two friends talked to me into stay for the BBQ that they will be heading to after the chilling session. So i decided to stay and it wasn't a bad idea afterall. THANKS GUYS! Loved it!
So BBQ was more fun with playing silly primary school games.

"R- O- C- K! R o c k!*clap*clap* Name- name! *clap*clap* buah*clap*clap* "
"manggis *clap*clap* epal *clap*clap* oren*clap*clap*durian*clap*clap*.... ORANG*clap....Y___??!!!"

Dier mentel uh smalam! Tapi ape2 pon.. smalam gerek uh babes! Tanx banyak2! oh.. aaah.. tanx to the 2 mangkok tingkat also.. tanx lah eh tak charlie's angel terple'ot! klaka lah korang! Ceriter pasal Misteri Jam 12 kul 12 tengah malam pat simpang bedok satu idea yang baik punyer! Korang tak tau my imagination can run wild you know... Nasib tina ngan huda antar balik sampai depan pintu toilet eh.. hehehe...

When we thought we knew that person well... but he/ she turns out to be the badigol that we never thought he/ she could ever be

Ever encountered that?

Lalu pada siapa harus jari dituding kalau bukan diri kita sendiri
Sebab manusia itu selalu berubah
So have no expectations at all because it will just disappoint you more

Agree? No? It's ok.. They are just my thoughts...

Piala Suara Serumpun

2008-07-27T22:01:00.003+08:00

"... Dan bintang- bintang yang ingin kita capai. Sinar megahnya kita intai..."

Piala Suara Serumpun. It was an exciting ride. From suara berterabur to suara bersatu. When it was pronounced that NP had clinched the 3rd placing, all was shocked. Sudden quietness amongst us all for a second and then there were screams. Victory though 3rd is just as sweet. Felt proud of the team. Most are freshies after all. Almost all did nt have any experience on dikir barat. 1st competition for most and they did well.

Kudos to the team and to those who had helped. This is our win. Let this win inspire you guys to practice harder for any other upcoming competitions. Yearn to win more guys. Have faith in yourselves because I have faith in you. Never never never be complacent. For every competition is different, so come back to zero and learn. Do not just stay where you already are. Move. Climb the ladder. Raise the bar. Let today be better then yesterday and tommorrow be fantastic. At whichever section you play, everyone is as important so work together and never underestimate the power of team play.

It was lovely knowing all of you babes. Till we meet again. Take care and see you around campus!

Love ya'll,
... Muackz ...

Look. See. Learn.

2008-07-24T16:12:00.003+08:00

Boston Boston Boston

The trip to Boston was fantastic. New things learnt, new stuff to think about, new issues raised. My fellow classmates and I was fortunate enough to be part of this 'Summer Immersion Program'. Sitting through classes which discussed on racial issues and diversity really opened my eyes to see things in a different perspective. On how different we all are, that's what makes the world so colourful. It should be that way shouldnt it? Well... give it a thought or two.

5 weeks. Many things happened. Many things missed. Bro went to NS, friends competed in 'Citra' which I've missed, friends started to train for 'Mega Perdana's' saringan which I've missed yet again and many many other things. And I thought 5 weeks was short. 5 weeks without our yummy treats made me craved Real Singapore Food! Malay, Chinese, Indian... Whatever laaa.. I missed them all...

Oh and if not for this trip I wouldn't have known that my own classmate is my long distance relative! *winkz* How cool and interesting!

.::Harapan::.

2008-07-09T12:57:00.003+08:00

Yang ku harapkan segalanya kan hilang

Bukan hanya dimata jua di jiwa

biar terbang jauh tak nampak dipandang

agar dapat merawat luka hati yang resah

Mengapa harus terimbas kembali segalanya?

yang sakit hanya jiwa

yang pedih hanya hati

yang siksa hanya diri

Tiada guna mengharap pada yang tak pasti

setia menanti pada yang tidak mengerti

takkan terpadam peritnya bisa

takkan indah hujung jalan cerita

.:: From Boston with Love 2 ::.

2008-06-17T07:39:00.009+08:00

Hello people!

Due to "unforseen circumstances".. the pix of my room will be uploaded some other days.. heee

Anw.. i think you guys are wondering what i had been doing for the past week in Boston and so.. let the pix talk for themselves! and oh yah... more pix will be uploaded in mu multiply soon aite..
So pikchas... take it away...

I am the INCREDIBLE HULK!!

TrioS in Longwood Ave after one of our site visits

The 'T'. America's subway system.

Get down at Lechmere Station!!

Whatever for?

To get to this Beautiful place!!

To

SHOP!!

See...
it's the Cambridge Side Galleria Mall!
Seriously!
It's BIG!
You'll S H O P till you Drop!
*winkz*

.:: From Boston With Love ::.

2008-06-10T08:36:00.007+08:00

Youhoooooooo my Lovelies!!

Here are the LONG awaited pictures! Our journey from Singapore to Boston, Massachusettes.

Enjoy!! *sMiLez*

P.S: There's more pictures to be uploaded soon!

My family sending me off to Boston in the wee hours!

Narita, Tokyo Airport

BOSTON!

The Magic School Bus!!

Dee! Aku tak tau plak kau ade Bus Service pat Boston?? =p

Our Room door! heee

Wana see how our dorm looks like?? hehe...

Tune in to the next episod of....

Jeng jeng jeng....

'From Boston With Love'
okie? heehe

*muuuuuuuuuuuuaahh*

.:: From Boston with tired eyes ::.

2008-06-08T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hello People!

And so my coursemates and I have just reached Boston, MA at approximmately 10: 30 pm (local time). It is still only saturday over here in Boston. 12 hours later than Singapore. It took us ard 25 hrs to reach here!! OMG! Friggin LOoonggg Flight! Transit at Narita, Tokyo and then off to transit at Detroit International Airport, USA and then finally a 2 hrs flight to Boston, Massachusettes!

Took some pictures but will only upload them later! Gosh! I'm soooooooo tired! Did not really sleep during the 12 hrs flight to Detroit so that I could sleep later in the dorm. Or else... I'd to be an owl whilst my stay here! No way man!

Anyways... Thank You to my family and friends for the well wishes and also for sending me off to the airport in the wee hours of the day. Hee.. *winkz* oh.. and also tanx to the people who have helped me out in one way or another... You guys know who you are.. Okies.. gotta go and rest now! Love you my darlings! Mwahsss..

***************************

.:: Boston here I come! ::.

2008-06-04T21:38:00.004+08:00

Come Saturday I'll be off to Boston for the Summer Immersion Program for 5 whole weeks. So exciting! heee... I don't feel like going to classes. Can we go shopping all day long instead Dr. C? nyahaha.. ok ok.. Dream on fariza!

Anyways.. I can't wait to feel how is it like over at Wheelock College's campus in Boston, Massachusettes. Packing the bag session was cool.. I am still only have 3/4 packed the bag. Almost finish and yes huda I can TRY to fit you into that HUGE bag. I think it's bigger than me! Lol.

To friends and family... I'll contact you guys via the msn or phone okie untuk mengubati rindu di kalbu... *sMiLez* Eventhough its just a 5 weeks thingy, not 5 years... I will still surely miss all of you lovely people!

Attention my lovelies... If you guys are sending me off at the airport pls be there on saturday at ard 12.30 am. Its at Terminal 1, Row 12. I'll be checking in at 2 am. By Saturday means last night before the clock struck 12 am, it was friday. And when the clock struck 12 am.. Ding dong ding dong... walaaaa.. it's Saturday! So be there at tuwelv- thirty-aye- emme okie..

So I'll see you on Saturday at the airport! *winkz*

Kata- kata cun

2008-05-31T02:38:00.003+08:00

Kata- kata yang berbunga- bunga kadang- kadang membuat kita pandang sekadar sekali lalu. Most beautiful words said juga mampu membuat sesetengah manusia menyampah. You can expect them to say,"Oh my goodness! So cliche!" Namun jika diteliti sedalam- dalamnya, ada tersirat maksud yang tersembunyi.

I like this particular phrase that I heard when I went to watch 'Dinamis Seni 2008' training sometime ago...

Berfikir setelah melakukan sesuatu adalah satu kebodohan
Melakukan sesuatu setelah berfikir adalah satu kebijaksanaan
Melakukan sesuatu tanpa berfikir adalah seribu kebodohan
Fikirkan lah...

*******************

From yours truly....

Kayu ukur nilai persahabatan bukan terletak pada panjangnya perhubungan
tetapi
pada keikhlasan dan kejujuran hati seorang insan yang bernama teman

********************

Indahnya alam kerana isinya
Indahnya pokok kerana bunganya
Indahnya kata kerana bahasanya

*********************

Finally...

2008-05-30T02:15:00.014+08:00

ELO ELO ELOooo!

And finally....

The brother has graduated!

Congrats bro! *sMiLez*

Here are the pics of his 'Graduation Day' at SP...

With dearest mum and dad ...

With the familia...

My bro and I...

So brother has already graduated just hours ago. The family was there except for lil bro who unfortunately have classes on that very day plus the training for 'Dinamis Seni'. Ok... Grad day is over, next up is... Jeng jeng jeng... Pulau Tekong!! nyahahhaa... he'll be BOTAK soon! *evil grinz*

Anyway dearest bro... Congrats again!
After all those crazy assignments, nerve wrecking exams and tests. The uplifting moments after so many pitfalls felt great I'm sure. I wish you luck in your future endeavours! May all your dreams come true!

Love,

Your sister...

Let's play 'Congkak' anyone?

2008-05-16T00:14:00.004+08:00

Oh DIAM laaa seyyyy!!

Went to watch'Congkak' just now at E!hub @ Downtown with dearest huda and dil. The show was ok.. Yang tak ok nyer is the audience lahh kan! Wat the tooooooottt.. The school kids need to undergo 'How to watch a movie' course agaknyer! Like seriously! Dah lah tak gi skola... Pegi tengok wayang membingitkan orang lain! Berbual tu agaknyer biar satu theatre bleh dengar! Stupid! Tengok wayang pon nak kena diajar ke?? Keep the comments to yourself je lah.. mulot tu tape ngan sticky tape uh sebelum masok theatre! Anti- climax betol! Spoil the whole seram mood which was supposed to set in due to the sound effects yang memang kuat giler and menyeramkan.

Imagine yourself in a movie theatre with blasting sound effects but you still can hear the school kids talking and rattling and laughing. Mintak kena tumbok seyy tu!! There was one time I felt so angry, I kicked this stupid boy's seat and told him to shut up. Hah. Mulot murai sey budak tu. He looked like some boy still in the lower secondary and he was the one who initiate every conversation the group of boys had! And he apparently sat directly infront of huda who was seating next to me lah kan.. Imagine our frustration people!

rrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrr!!

Shoppiiiiiiiiiiinnggg!

2008-05-14T23:29:00.006+08:00

Today's plan was supposed to be cycling at ECP with twinnie but.... it was pouring like nobody's business seyyy... So we ended up shopping at Giant! hahahhaaa... yah lor! Barang murah- murah and lawa- lawa beb! Aku sukerrr skali! Initially we planned to drive up to ECP and go cycling at around 10 am. But then both of us woke up late. Jadi plan keluar pukul 10 pagi became 12 tengah hari. Hahaha.. And OMG! i lurve your HOT RED TOYOTA! We had fun shopping! After shopping was tuition time... alahaiiiii...Good thing twinnie drive or else I would have been late for tuition! From Tampines to Boon lay sure is friggin faaaaaarrr! *fareeza faints* (ok... Don't ask why my tuition place is soooo far away in the first place..hee)

After tuition I went around JP in search of an A4 envelope but to no avail =( ... Shopping centre harap jer besar... kedai jual envelope pon takde! Benciiiiii. Buat penat jer tawaf satu JP! hmmmphh. In the end, i bought the envelope at a 'mama' shop near my house. Nasib ade seyyy.. If not abislaaa bising orang- orang kat rumah tuuuu...

*And tommorow will be 'Congkak' day! wooooooottss!*

Chill laa babe!

2008-05-13T17:15:00.004+08:00

Chill outz session at my crib with huda and dil was cool! *winkz* Although the plan to watch 'Dhoom 2' had to be scrapped coz apparently my DVD player failed on us as it cant read the 'Dhoom 2' CD. Reason being... my DVD player only plays original stuff laaa hudaaaaa... heheheee

Anyway... We still watched DVD =p.. We watched 'Impak Maksima'. Good thing I had it as both have not watched that film yet. And so we watched and talked and bitched and laughed loudly and whined and 'rogol' each other and listened and EAT KFC. It has been long since we get to do all these right babes? *sMiLez*

Talking about KFC... that mat KFC delivery tu soo CUTE man! Right hudaaaa... nyehehee... oh stoppit seyy farizaaaa... (sorry dil... pinjam jap eh.. hehe) Kementelanz melandaaaa! oh well.. hahhaha. And huda met the person that she apparently met in her dream. YES. She dreamt that she went to my house and someone special came over to my house. That was the dream. She said it was supposed to be a guy or something. Exciting seyyy! Sampai termimpi- mimpi gi rumah aku nampakkk... hahaha.. ok.. so that someone special came to my house. Really- really came true! But....... It wasn't a guy... It turned out to be her long lost malay teacher!! Laaaa... ni case perjumpaan diantara murid dan guru! No no no.. no tears was involved in this reunion! hahaha...

So we had fun for the day. Only wished it was longer but huda dearest had to go to NP for 'Dinamis' dikir training. Both dil and I sent huda off to the bustop and waited till she's safely on board the bus to school. After which we both went to TM to get a backpack for myself! In the Zinc shop (no no no.. the shop isn't covered by zinc.. Its 'Zinc' the bag shop laaa dey!) I fall in LOVE with this pretty baby! OMG! Handsome dark brown. So sleek. Not so big. Not so small. PERFECTO! Although it's quite expensive but then again it's a good deal for a leather backpack! wooooooooohoooooooo!! *fariza jumps up and dwn* My new Love for now! My baby!

Up next is shopping for dresses and topssssss! weeeeeeeee!!

i'm BACK!

2008-05-10T22:14:00.004+08:00

hello hello hello...
Kopi 'O' Milo...

Yes yes! i'm back after MIA- ing for quite sometime... =p Loads of things have happened from the period i've started MIA- ing. ahakz. Interesting, surprising, wierd, sad, disappointing, happy whatever and however any human beings could explain! Let's start from 'Piala Seni Dikir' and then Romance and 'Adiratna Chalet' and last but not least 'MCC FOC'...

Piala Seni Dikir...

It was one hell of a roller coaster ride! Maybe not one.. atleast 3! haha.. We learnt so much from this competition. We've grown so much. Unlike other competition where we always have the likes of mister song composer, mister kesenian and miss lyricist to help us out in creating a fabulous masterpiece, this competition had us standing on our own feet. Tough it was but we did the things that we thought we couldn't. Well... Miss lyricist helped us out.. so did Mister song composer who helped us quite a bit but he was and still is out of town and so we had to put on our thinking caps. Putting things together is like fixing a set of complicated puzzle. We are new and it was no easy feat at all.

Although we did not win, we definitely share all those hard work together. We are not fantabulous nor did we performed up to the fantastic standard whoever sat the benchmark on but we felt good. We've conquered our fear, tried our very best and most of all had fun! The roller coaster ride was scary, difficult and a very trying one but it was also filled with fun and laughters. It had us seen what team spirit actually is and how important we need to believe in ourselves. Because when we believe, miracles do happen in a way or another. Thank You to the people who have been a part of this competition. I love you all!

Romance

When I thought things are about to change for once in my twenty- something lifetime. He who treats me in a very questionable fashion. The ways varies in one way or another. It is not the 'yes' most girls are looking for nor is it the 'no' which is so debatable. It is the 'maybe' which set itself in the complex level of the relationship. There was a time which I had wanted no one but him. The complexity level has increased. He is just so far away. Beyond my reach i guess. And so i bid goodbye to the feelings which is still so new and raw. Move on baybeh. I just got to.

CGA

Who doesn't love chalet... people? It was the most wonderful time ever spent with the beautiful ladies of Adiratna. The mini games that we had are soooo enjoyable, fun and entertaining! Kudos to the members who planned all those. The Squirrel, hunter and earthquake game is a must in every CGA! A memorable 3 days 2 nights that shall be kept in my heart. Not forgetting the ever interesting morning alarm which had woken all of us up at 9 am!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrr... orang nak tido pon bising laaa nyaahhhh!!

p.s: Let's make karaokae sessions a must in every CGA laa ppl!! pheeweet

MCC FOC

MCC FOC. It was a different feel. Ahahaha.. i loike! 'Singing bee' part is the best laaa sey!! have more of it!! hahahahaa... oh and the duet with the lil bro is tak sedap ok... i think i sounded awful.. haiz.. need more practice! nyahahahaha.. Huda... rugi kau tak dtg cpt.. bleh dpt tngk concert aku ngan adik aku! heheheee

Anw... night walk was ay- okay.. the part at blk 50 tu tak leh angz lah eh. Thank God tina, naq, amz, yas and me swapped places with the guys. From level 4 to level 3. The upper levels always sent chills dwn the spine man! Heard from Geng Jahat that things happened at level 4, 5, 6... Ade jer orang yg keempat sedangkan at that particular level suppose to have only 3 participants.. matee uhhh!! Dah lah tempat gelap gulitaaaaa... eeekkkssssss...

To the babes and dudes who made the camp possible... tanx loads!! And please laaa beb.. next time east coast eh! lagik gerek! nyehehehee... ape2 pon.. u noe i love ya'll! muuuuaackzzz

Yours Truly,

FarizaFauzi

.: Impulsiveness :.

2008-03-12T14:49:00.003+08:00

The tuition sessions with Azrul's nephew had just started yesterday. Oh boy! He is so in need of intensive tuition program! -_- But it's ok.. *whispers a couple of "I can do this! " words* heh. It was already quite late in the evening when i got myself on board the crowded MRT at Boon Lay. I had thought of going straight home to have a good rest. It was a TIRING day indeed and assignments needed to be done. And so I had all the stuff planned out to be done at home when somebody text me and suggested to have dinner together at Pizza Hut.

It was a wet wet day and I was really hungry alright but with the company of a good book it doesn't really matter anyway. Hah. Don't ask me why but when the text msg came, i decided to agree on the meet up. It was purely an impulsive act! I didn't think twice at all. Pizza Hut sounds good! hahaha... What we had for dinner will make you drool! hehe.. Well atleast Marian did... 6 pieces of spicy drumlets for starters, then came the mushroom soup, main dish was thin crust pepperoni pizza (reg), a warm choc cake for desert and drinks (hot choc/ iced lemon tea). Gawd! It was really Good! Food was scrumptiously delicious and the company was fun- cheeky- crazy all in one. In short... I had a Great Blastin time yesterday! wooooohhooooo!! *winkz*

oh gosh! I was sooo pampered lah seyyyy... nyahahhaa..

p.s tanx for yesterday! *sMiLez*

Airport Day!

2008-03-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

And so a surprising phone call came to me yesterday evening. And i shall take up the challenge mister eventhough its frigging farrr. Good thing classes end early this semester. Everything's great at the moment. Couldn't ask for more. *sMiLez*

Dearest cuzzies and their parents went to Gold Coast yesterday night. Well, they sure are having a hell loads of fun now at the Down Under. And I'm stuck here in S'pore. Going to classes of which some are a total bore! Sometimes i do agree with Marian. It's just useless to go to class when all the lecturer does was to repeat stuff from the text book while you've already read them and did reflections on those chaps. See what i mean? Bleargh

Ok.. So 1 week... dwn plus this week which will soon be over... there's 6 more weeks to go! It's just so fast! Wooohoooo! I'm currently on the fast track mode. Really? Well, maybe.. hahaha...

And so i'll see you when i see you! =)

B&J was AWESOME!

2008-02-28T23:58:00.009+08:00

Had Belgian Waffles today at B&J's! Woooohoooo!!

I totally luv it baybeh! hahahhaaa... Hot and fresh Belgian Waffles topped with a scoop of Choc++ ice- cream (i forgot the wonderful name of tat ice- cream. haha.) and whipped cream, sprinkled with mini M&M's and drenched with chocolate fudge! Ohmigawd!

Sinful+ Delightfully chocolate+ Heavenly smooth dessert+ Expensive = A happy girl

Yes. I was smiling from ear to ear when that wonderful stuff arrived at our table. hahahaha... It's expensive but it's ok. Because it's extra heavenly when it is someone's treat. And so I was on top of the world at one moment. Nevermind that it took us quite awhile in search of this wonderful place. Nevermind that we sweat it all out just to find it. Nevermind that it was far far away tucked into some old army barrack. It was all worth it! *sMiLez*

It is located at Dempsey Hill and the deco is soooo lovely! You gotta go there and check it out yourself aite! The place is quite posh for an ice- cream parlour. It looks more like a cafe i must say. Nice chandeliers at the ceiling and the lights are oh sooo pretty! There are fluffy couch too and a fake fire place. There's this wonderful rustic touch to this place and I think there's gigs on some nights. Too bad we went in the afternoon. If it was at night, it would have looked more cheery and can watch the gig! And oh yah.. It's a romantic spot too. Go there with your date and I bet both of you will like it, if not love it. hahaha...

p.s: i shall not pull that kinda stunt again on u! hahaha.. nasib you tak jatoh tadi! hahahhaa
How about prata ice- cream at jalan kayu next time? *winkz*lift right eyebrow*

untitled

2008-02-25T02:43:00.013+08:00

Setiap sesuatu yang berlaku itu
pasti ada cerita disebaliknya

Setiap cerita yang tercoret itu
pasti ada sebabnya

Setiap sebab yang tersirat itu
pasti ada niatnya

Antara indah dengan suram
ngeri degan lucu
membosankan dengan membingitkan
Tersimpul rapi dalam
helain rasa saya, aku
mewarnai apa yang dikatakan sebuah kehidupan

Here goes...

2008-02-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

I didn't know what to write actually... Budden huda wanted me to post something up. So here goes...

First up:

The bloggie's up... Still need some work to polish it up though

My love- hate relationship with school will continue this coming Monday *bleargh*

I'm craving forrrrr.... B&J ice- cream! omigawd! *drools*

Next up:

student visa application soon soon soon for my immersion prog

so that means the date is drawing nearer and nearer *sMiLez*

Meet ups with frenz *jumps up and down*

Movie date with darlings *winkz*

Next next up hahahaha:

much awaited 2 MTHS BREAK!

FLY FLY FLY *wiDe sMiLe*

Next next next up.... erm.... Lemme think 1st kay....

*fareeza is thinking*

till then... i'll see you when i see you! *winkz*

2008-02-21T00:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!!!